2004-02-01 12:49:38 (GMT)

Jologs dream!

It’s sunday today… and am giving my computer a blank

stare… had a strange dream last night… girlfriend ko

raw yung isa sa mga starstruck… ang weird, nasa baguio

daw kami at hinahawi ko yung mga fans nya! (ahahaha!)

anyways either sobrang pagod ako ( dahil 5 in the morning

na kami nakauwi ni arlene sa pagdecorate for the 25th

wedding anniversary ng parents ni theresa onglim ) or

naghahallucinate na ako dahil I wasn’t feeling well dahil

( 5 in the morning… blah blah ).

The ceremony went well… maganda rin pala ang color na

charcoal grey… i should keep that in mind… in case i

need some color inspiration.

Lost my cellphone a couple of days ago… last

wednesday… so I got a new sim from smart… up until now

am using my sis cellphone… got to buy a new one…

(actually kahit 2nd hand ok lang ). I dont wanna think

that our new maid stole it… sasama ang loob ko… though

pareho silang nawala ng phone ko… sabay. Anyways…

maybe it was also my fault… ayaw ko lang aminin.

So much for the jologs dream… or maybe my (subconcious)

mind was saying… ( get in the mood for love… since may

wedding anniversary nga kaming kakantahan ). Come the

think of it… after I woke up, it felt good to be in

love… at least kahit sa dream *pathetic*

2004-02-01 12:49:38 (GMT)

Jologs dream!

It’s sunday today… and am giving my computer a blank

stare… had a strange dream last night… girlfriend ko

raw yung isa sa mga starstruck… ang weird, nasa baguio

daw kami at hinahawi ko yung mga fans nya! (ahahaha!)

anyways either sobrang pagod ako ( dahil 5 in the morning

na kami nakauwi ni arlene sa pagdecorate for the 25th

wedding anniversary ng parents ni theresa onglim ) or

naghahallucinate na ako dahil I wasn’t feeling well dahil

( 5 in the morning… blah blah ).

The ceremony went well… maganda rin pala ang color na

charcoal grey… i should keep that in mind… in case i

need some color inspiration.

Lost my cellphone a couple of days ago… last

wednesday… so I got a new sim from smart… up until now

am using my sis cellphone… got to buy a new one…

(actually kahit 2nd hand ok lang ). I dont wanna think

that our new maid stole it… sasama ang loob ko… though

pareho silang nawala ng phone ko… sabay. Anyways…

maybe it was also my fault… ayaw ko lang aminin.

So much for the jologs dream… or maybe my (subconcious)

mind was saying… ( get in the mood for love… since may

wedding anniversary nga kaming kakantahan ). Come the

think of it… after I woke up, it felt good to be in

love… at least kahit sa dream *pathetic*

a-HA!

Discovered something new today… pwede pala akong makinig

ng international radio stations using windows media

player… it may seem foolish na ngayon ko lang nalaman na

pwede pala… am missing a lot…. natuwa ako bigla…

meron blues, world music, and even gregorian chant…

2 days na ako naka leave… nakapag soul search na rin

ako… I guess na realize ko rin today what I really want

to do with my life… actually its more of an affirmation

na this is what I really want to do… even against all

odds. ( background music… new age ).

Medyo magiging busy ako over the weekend… party birthday

ng anak ni abraham, onglim event… valentines event ng

blackbox… up until then… sana di na sing shallow nito

ang isusulat ko dito…

a-HA!

Discovered something new today… pwede pala akong makinig

ng international radio stations using windows media

player… it may seem foolish na ngayon ko lang nalaman na

pwede pala… am missing a lot…. natuwa ako bigla…

meron blues, world music, and even gregorian chant…

2 days na ako naka leave… nakapag soul search na rin

ako… I guess na realize ko rin today what I really want

to do with my life… actually its more of an affirmation

na this is what I really want to do… even against all

odds. ( background music… new age ).

Medyo magiging busy ako over the weekend… party birthday

ng anak ni abraham, onglim event… valentines event ng

blackbox… up until then… sana di na sing shallow nito

ang isusulat ko dito…

spaced out…

Went out with friends kanina… sa robinsons lang…

bought some stuff… niloloko ako ni arlene… sabi nya…

pag meron daw akong gustong gustong bilhin tapos out of

stock or di available… pag ka alis ko nagiging spaced

out daw ako… point blank… parang natutulalala… up

until i snap out of it tsaka lang daw ako pwedeng

kausapin… dahil para raw di rumerehistro yung kumakausap

sa akin… totoo naman… i wont argue with that… kasi

nga sabi ko naga am the type of person na di tumitigil ang

pag iisip hanggat di ko nakukuha yung gusto ko… even

when I paint… or do something creative… na

frufrustrate ako pag di nagmaterialize yung gusto ko…

anyways… saw the movie king of mask last friday with

arlene… twas a good movie…

moving at the same time…

I was reading the diary of my friends kanina… and it

felt good sneaking at other peoples lives… not in a bad

sense… parang in a way nagiging involve ka sa loob ng

utak nila… parang … i dunno how to explain it…its

like ah… kaya pala ganun…

am kinda feeling dizzy na… come tuesday nasa paseo na

ako ulit… am sending my resume tom… so am crossing my

fingers… sana matanggap ako sa ad agency.