Now it feels strange thinking that somebody is reading my thoughts… I called in sick today, don’t ask why. Wala nman akong masyadong ginawa but to rest, sleep, eat at mag download ng mga songs, lately, I’ve been downloading some Indian sitar music… sounds fascinating.

Kanina, I was dwelling in self pity, ewan ko ba? parang… di ko maexplain, depression siguro… or frustration… ibuhos ko na nga lang dito. What am I up to lately? wala nga… kaya siguro ako nagkakaganito… work, bahay, work…

Eto pang isa, tumataas na talaga ang mga presyo ng bilihin… dati, ang weekend gimik ko, nagkakasya na ang 500, may sukli pa ang pamasahe… aba aba ngayun, ang huling compute ko, almost 900!!?! di ko alam… parang lumiit lalo bigla yung sweldo ko…

I just finished reading the book “Don’t sweat the small stuff”, ang masasabi ko? same old stuff… paulit ulit na yata tong mga self help books na available sa mga bookstores…

Maybe I should pratice Tai-chi again…nang maenergize naman ang buhay ko… *cut subject* out of boredom…I started tinkering with my chucks at eto ang nagawa ko…

cool chucks!

tihihi… maybe I should continue being bored…

Both sides now

Rows and floes of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons ev’rywhere
I’ve looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on ev’ryone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way
I’ve looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It’s cloud illusions I recall
I really don’t know clouds at all

Moons and junes and ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As ev’ry fairy tale comes real
I’ve looked at love that way

But now it’s just another show
You leave ’em laughing when you go
And if you care, don’t let them know
Don’t give yourself away

I’ve looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It’s love’s illusions I recall
I really don’t know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say I love you right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I’ve looked at life that way

But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say I’ve changed
Well something’s lost, but something’s gained
In living ev’ry day

I’ve looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It’s life’s illusions I recall
I really don’t know life at all
I’ve looked at life from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It’s life’s illusions I recall
I really don’t know life at all