a-HA!

Discovered something new today… pwede pala akong makinig

ng international radio stations using windows media

player… it may seem foolish na ngayon ko lang nalaman na

pwede pala… am missing a lot…. natuwa ako bigla…

meron blues, world music, and even gregorian chant…

2 days na ako naka leave… nakapag soul search na rin

ako… I guess na realize ko rin today what I really want

to do with my life… actually its more of an affirmation

na this is what I really want to do… even against all

odds. ( background music… new age ).

Medyo magiging busy ako over the weekend… party birthday

ng anak ni abraham, onglim event… valentines event ng

blackbox… up until then… sana di na sing shallow nito

ang isusulat ko dito…

a-HA!

Discovered something new today… pwede pala akong makinig

ng international radio stations using windows media

player… it may seem foolish na ngayon ko lang nalaman na

pwede pala… am missing a lot…. natuwa ako bigla…

meron blues, world music, and even gregorian chant…

2 days na ako naka leave… nakapag soul search na rin

ako… I guess na realize ko rin today what I really want

to do with my life… actually its more of an affirmation

na this is what I really want to do… even against all

odds. ( background music… new age ).

Medyo magiging busy ako over the weekend… party birthday

ng anak ni abraham, onglim event… valentines event ng

blackbox… up until then… sana di na sing shallow nito

ang isusulat ko dito…

spaced out…

Went out with friends kanina… sa robinsons lang…

bought some stuff… niloloko ako ni arlene… sabi nya…

pag meron daw akong gustong gustong bilhin tapos out of

stock or di available… pag ka alis ko nagiging spaced

out daw ako… point blank… parang natutulalala… up

until i snap out of it tsaka lang daw ako pwedeng

kausapin… dahil para raw di rumerehistro yung kumakausap

sa akin… totoo naman… i wont argue with that… kasi

nga sabi ko naga am the type of person na di tumitigil ang

pag iisip hanggat di ko nakukuha yung gusto ko… even

when I paint… or do something creative… na

frufrustrate ako pag di nagmaterialize yung gusto ko…

anyways… saw the movie king of mask last friday with

arlene… twas a good movie…

moving at the same time…

I was reading the diary of my friends kanina… and it

felt good sneaking at other peoples lives… not in a bad

sense… parang in a way nagiging involve ka sa loob ng

utak nila… parang … i dunno how to explain it…its

like ah… kaya pala ganun…

am kinda feeling dizzy na… come tuesday nasa paseo na

ako ulit… am sending my resume tom… so am crossing my

fingers… sana matanggap ako sa ad agency.

spaced out…

Went out with friends kanina… sa robinsons lang…

bought some stuff… niloloko ako ni arlene… sabi nya…

pag meron daw akong gustong gustong bilhin tapos out of

stock or di available… pag ka alis ko nagiging spaced

out daw ako… point blank… parang natutulalala… up

until i snap out of it tsaka lang daw ako pwedeng

kausapin… dahil para raw di rumerehistro yung kumakausap

sa akin… totoo naman… i wont argue with that… kasi

nga sabi ko naga am the type of person na di tumitigil ang

pag iisip hanggat di ko nakukuha yung gusto ko… even

when I paint… or do something creative… na

frufrustrate ako pag di nagmaterialize yung gusto ko…

anyways… saw the movie king of mask last friday with

arlene… twas a good movie…

moving at the same time…

I was reading the diary of my friends kanina… and it

felt good sneaking at other peoples lives… not in a bad

sense… parang in a way nagiging involve ka sa loob ng

utak nila… parang … i dunno how to explain it…its

like ah… kaya pala ganun…

am kinda feeling dizzy na… come tuesday nasa paseo na

ako ulit… am sending my resume tom… so am crossing my

fingers… sana matanggap ako sa ad agency.

Uncertain

Am updating my resume for two days now, at hindi pa rin

matapos tapos… how can a printer bring so much stress!

darn, ayaw mag print ng gusto kong kulay! and all my datas

seem so disorganized (partly my fault). Am still

uncertain kung lilipat ako ng work, kasi as i’ve said, I

have no reason to leave my present job, though I cant

really say na this is my dream job, still… maybe its

worth a try…

Dapat may meeting kami sa client for black box kanina kaso

all of a sudden, biglang kinancel… di daw pwede yung

fiance ni Kat, well, sana matuloy na next time

meeting…sayang din yun.

Will be busy the whole month, looks like marami kaming

bookings…sana rin di lang pagod ang kitain namin (

monetary din ).

Pakiramdam ko na bre brain drain na ako… sa dami kong

iniisip… Work sa office, black box, side lines, st

peter… na miss ko tuloy yung palabas sa hbo dati na

animation na stressed eric…

dito na muna